Wednesday, April 15, 2009
*frustrated*
im very disappointed and upset at this moment as well. firstly, im very sian being bounded to the desk with all the autocad and documentations. Yes, i need to brush up my autocad skills but all the documentations is skinning me alive. i cant simply find something out of nothing to do and escape from my desk, away from the pile of shit.
barry showed me the mail which jenns sent. it wasn't good and really reflects very badly. i feel very guilty with some of the comments but i really don't how well we could have done it. certain things ain't within my control and i seriously hate the fact that it seems like im on no man's land.perhaps you've given too much trust and confidence in us that you dun even check through.not that im blaming you...but after wat i saw.im really affected and it really set me into thinking.i've this strong urge to tell you that i wanna leave the day the official IA period is over. for the simple reason that i've nothing to pass down to the next 2 that's coming in and i guess AH and KC will be enough to do a good job of passing over esp when i have nothing on hand except those small peanuts which can be cleared before the next batch comes.i'm sorry and i should say im partly responsible for this.i just hope everything ends quickly for the simple fact that even if you dun blame me,i'll put the blame on me!!! let me go please...
arghx...no matter wat.i'll tahan as long as i can.
hmm...its time to build up my stamina once again!x-phy and atc coming real soon!thing to build up my physical as well. esp when i have 3 weeks of competition back to back! x phy then SKM then ATC.and probably the week before Xphy i might have the inter CSC vball comp as well!oh god...GIVE ME STRENGTH!
as time passes, i realised i have not much time left to embark on my project.i need to start soon before ppl start clearing out from hall which is happening already. i would say this is my last chance to capture as many memories as i can before i leave next sem.i just hope to retire in peace and i hope that'll just happen!!!
*where is my sunshine hey?*i'm missing...
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:42 PM
