Monday, April 27, 2009
im feeling quite frustrated and down lately.most of the frustration comes from work. Esp when you feel like u're doing a no brainer job whereby any banglah can do?i dunno how things evolved from the stage whereby you have so much to do to the stage whereby u have to look for no brainer things to do to keep yourself busy over such a short span of time man!REALLY FRUSTRATING.its even more frustrating when you feel so much like giving your all but end up being discredited.not like im very interested in getting the credits but all i want is not to be look upon as not doing anything or not doing good enough.i just cannot take it lying when it seems like im the slacking one when i'm like doing quite alot which no one's knowing!i really cannot bring myself to slack my time away just hanging around just to show face.i need physical work to keep me occupied.arghx...can i just finish my IA on 7th JUNE now?seriousLY?i would rather go back to selling cameras on the weekend than sitting inside the office doing so much documentations and end up being looked upon as a slacker.it really hurts.
cheer trainings have been good and im kinda addicted to training!its not only pure trainings and i like to hang out with them.within the short span of 1 mth, i've like joined them for a couple of things already!things like Mos-burger, Macdonalds and sushi chill out after training sessions,as well as Jy's bday bash and heading to JY's place for WII!!i'm loving it.hopefully things keep it this way.now im eager to go taiwan even more!HAHAH.
been doing cheer training and my regular runs.it has come to a point whereby im getting worried about xphysique and atc already.i did my runs as usual and as i run,i realised there's this sharp pain in the knee cap as well as my ankle.and the best thing is its my RIGHT leg.omg...im dun wanna pull out of anything and im sure i'll do all i can despite the pain to push myself to finish the race.BUt then,the worry now is that i hope i wont be the weakest link to slow down the team!arghx...please please dun let anything happen to my legs!
*Final week in 7 -It's been fun and great pleasure knowing all of you*
This sentence keeps looping in my mind.As much as i hope my final week in 7 to come soon, there's also a small part in me that doesn't really wanna leave. all i wish for is that for whoever that stays to continue to give their fullest support and enthusiam for the hall.no matter what happens,i'll nv forget the beautiful memories hall 7 have given me. and you cannot believe that im starting my shoot on the best of hall 7.hehehe...im looking forward to the end products and enjoying the shooting process.
*please give me work that's more meaningful PLEASE*
♥Oh, so vintage... 11:49 PM
