Sunday, May 10, 2009
its been a great week.been trying and training as much as i can last week and all i can say is that im happy!i can feel that im improving but then its just not enough.im enjoying every moment unlike before.i really appreciate all the help given by you ppl.be it advice or making training fun and bearable plus all the chilling sessions.thank you so much.i'm also excited yet kinda lost for the upcoming SKM com.time is running out and i really dun see the entire routine yet.i noe we all wanna win but its not exactly working right now given that we're not training hard enough.i really hope to see ppl coming for training and working hard on it.i guess its time to put the team interest on top of personal interest at this moment in time.yes,i wanna improve on PS but i also wanna win SKM.hehehe...shall now focus more of SKM first and train for PS outside of normal training bah.Jiayou ppl...stay focus!!!
on a side note,i realised that as i know u longer,i see the worse in you.i didn't expect that and i really dun wish to create any unhappiness.but i really dun unds what the hell you're thinking and i dun wanna noe.all i hope is not for ego to get over you!seriously.its disgusting...like totally.u must also unds that by doing so you're not only affecting urself but others ard you.arghx...
lately,im wondering if im getting old or what.some how i just felt like quite a no of ppl around me doesn't really make sense. Do i have a weird mentality or are they just plain childish and cannot rationalise and be objective?take HAS meeting alone,im quite surprised by how certain groups were fighting for certain ppl. yes,we all do have different concerns,but certain ways of handling the current situation just appears to me that certain people ain't objective enough. HELLO,we only have 20 slots for that list and we're definitely looking for ppl that can contribute/contributed the most?yes, there's ppl like me that's leaving despite having contributed.i agree with this and i totally agree but then, have they seriously tot of what's the root of all problem?times changed and we cant handle how things were handled like before.Mentality changes and there's time for ppl to get selfish.all that's impt is that the interset of our hall is our top priority.somehow,i just feel that we're lacking the homely feeling amidst our struggle to climb up the ladder.but not matter wat,im proud to say that im from hall 7 and it will always be with me no matter wat.
♥Oh, so vintage... 12:19 AM
