Sunday, August 30, 2009
back at home right now. its been awhile since i've updated and i hardly can find time to do this. Only when im back home, i have the luxury of sleeping like nobody's business. however, despite having this little luxury time of mine, im also back home to face the 3 little imps! they really can make my blood boil. i really dunno how to save them and i really dun have the patience with them anymore. i hate the fact that they ain't sensible enough despite their background. i feel very sorry for my aunt and i really feel it in my blood when im scolding the shit out of the kids. enough said,i just feel that my mum's being too lenient on them and kinda spoilt them,plus the simple fact that im not around to watch over them make things worse. perhaps i should come home soon. that's probably gonna happen next sem when lik sin shifts out.
besides those kids at home driving me crazy, the same thing is happening back in hall. somebody complained about my loud music to hall office. Yes,i do admit its my mistake but can't u freaking just come and ask me to lower the volume instead of sending an email straight to hall office. and to think that warrants a super morning call by BEE CHU as i was just about to fall asleep. besides that, im disappointed with how some ppl would just complain straight to SAO when ppl was just celebrating their birthday. and that made uncle tony suffer from PMS for the few days whereby he just takes down anyone matric card no in case anything happens. alot of things happened and i dun like it. JCRC having to force ppl to re run, members switching off even before the end of term*im guilty also*, vball team being so dormant approaching extinction, facing ppl that keeps thinking that he/she did alot but just keep complaining and not helping out, it really gets on my nerves! it has come to a point i dunno how to differentiate friends from foes.on a separate note, i must say i really love my CUBO freshies as well as joint hall social sec. it was a nice supper session despite the turnout that nite.
school wise,its getting abit hectic and messy as i've just managed to finalise my timetable and sub registration. at this point in time, i dunno if i should be happy or sad despite being successful in the scholarship application. This means that i've gotta take 24AUs this sem less FYP! im abit scare now due to the load and i have to be more discipline. time's gonna fly past very soon and exams will be happening once again in a flash.im really afraid that i cant handle all the shit happening around me.i really need to be more discipline to get over all these. i must learn to say no from now on. perhaps wat zann said was right and i need to get away.i'll try on my part.
我们渐接疏远了。这不代表我放弃了。我只想给大家一点空间，好好想想自己想要得是什麽？我觉得我没有办法那麽慷慨的接受你一直不能放开的过去。而就是因为这样，我会愿意放下一切，让你好过一些些。因为在这样下去，我怕受伤害的人会更多。就算不会，我也不希望自己跌的那末深，伤的那末重。
♥Oh, so vintage... 4:43 AM
