Saturday, August 15, 2009
its sucha bad day!i swear.
im beginning to wonder if i've changed or you've changed?its getting on my nerves and i hate arguing any more.i dun wanna keep finding excuses to keep everything going,keep everything alive.i really cannot stand it anymore.i need some independence.
im also beginning to wonder if im trying just too hard.so much so that i dunno if wat im doing is right or wrong.been trying hard to keep things alive and i really tried.i just really dunno what's running thru ur mind and that's wat i dun like.it really feels like shit when u're having a good time now while im back here feeling like an arse.
on a separate note,i just wanna get back to hall and live on my own.i dun wanna come home to get nag and scream at.i need my own freedom.i dun wanna face the kids at home.they just make my blood boil.arghx...
*i think im losing myself*
♥Oh, so vintage... 10:55 PM
